May 9, 2025 – I Need to Heal

I just got back home… and faced my dreaded treadmill.

Why was something so inspiring on vacation now incredibly daunting at home?

At first, I blamed the view. I figured a change in scenery would change my mood.

But then it hit me—

The struggle wasn’t in the room.

The turmoil was inside me.

On vacation, it was God, Jesús Adrián Romero, Tyla, and sometimes Netflix, walking beside me.

At home, it was a much crueler companion—me.

I think I need to heal my relationship with exercise before I set another goal.

So today, I did something gentle:

I took a short bike ride to the beach to watch the sunrise.

Healing. Day 1.